nemod.gg

Tired of the symptoms from my condition, life is difficult, doesn't seem worth it. I can't hold down anything consistently, from work to relationships, the delusions break through and I become paranoid. It's frustrating. 

The meds help but don't entirely get rid of the symptoms I face. This disease is going to knock a couple decades off my life at best, at worst, turn me into a dementia addled geriatic. No wonder most people with this condition choose not to stick around. 

Anyways, I found one of my old reddit accounts and was posting there as I was experiencing psychosis, I am trying to restore them to this website. You can all experience the crazy shit I go through, the paranoia, the delusions etc. etc.